SARCELLES, France — Each time Mama Diakité heads to soccer sport, her abdomen is in knots.

It occurred once more on a latest Saturday afternoon in Sarcelles, a northern suburb of Paris. Her beginner staff had come to face the native membership, and Diakité, a 23-year-old Muslim midfielder, feared she wouldn’t be allowed to play in her hijab.

This time, the referee let her in. “It labored,” she mentioned on the finish of the sport, leaning towards the fence bordering the sector, her smiling face wrapped in a black Nike head scarf.

However Diakité had solely fallen by way of the cracks.

For years, France’s soccer federation has banned gamers collaborating in competitions from sporting conspicuous spiritual symbols resembling hijabs, a rule it contends is in step with the group’s strict secular values. Though the ban is loosely enforced on the beginner degree, it has hung over Muslim ladies’s gamers for years, shattering their hopes {of professional} careers and driving some away from the sport altogether.

In an ever extra multicultural France, the place ladies’s soccer is booming, the ban has additionally sparked a rising backlash. On the forefront of the struggle is Les Hijabeuses, a bunch of younger hijab-wearing soccer gamers from completely different groups who’ve joined forces to marketing campaign towards what they describe as a discriminatory rule that excludes Muslim ladies from sports activities.

Their activism has touched a nerve in France, reviving heated debates on the mixing of Muslims in a rustic with a tortured relationship with Islam, and highlighting the wrestle of French sports activities authorities to reconcile their protection of strict secular values with rising requires better illustration on the sector.

“What we would like is to be accepted as we’re, to implement these grand slogans of range, inclusiveness,” mentioned Founé Diawara, the president of Les Hijabeuses, which has 80 members. “Our solely need is to play soccer.”

The Hijabeuses collective was created in 2020 with the assistance of researchers and neighborhood organizers in an try to resolve a paradox: Though French legal guidelines and FIFA, world soccer’s governing physique, enable sportswomen to play in hijabs, France’s soccer federation prohibits it, arguing that it might break with the precept of spiritual neutrality on the sector.

Supporters of the ban say hijabs portend an Islamist radicalization taking on sports activities. However the private tales of Hijabeuses members emphasize how soccer has been synonymous with emancipation — and the way the ban continues to really feel like a step backward.

Diakité started enjoying soccer at age 12, initially hiding it from her mother and father, who noticed soccer as a boys’ sport. “I wished to be an expert soccer participant,” she mentioned, calling it “a dream.”

Jean-Claude Njehoya, her present coach, mentioned that “when she was youthful, she had lots of expertise” that would have propelled her to the best degree. However “from the second” she understood the hijab ban would affect her, he mentioned, “she didn’t actually push herself additional.”

Diakité mentioned she selected her personal to put on the hijab in 2018 — and to surrender her dream. She now performs for a third-division membership and plans to open a driving faculty. “No remorse,” she mentioned. “Both I’m accepted as I’m, or I’m not. And that’s it.”

Karthoum Dembele, a 19-year-old midfielder who wears a nostril ring, additionally mentioned she needed to confront her mom to be allowed to play. She rapidly joined a sports-intensive program in center faculty and took part in membership tryouts. However it wasn’t till she discovered concerning the ban, 4 years in the past, that she realized she could now not be allowed to compete.

“I had managed to make my mom give in and I’m instructed the federation gained’t let me play,” Dembele mentioned. “I instructed myself: What a joke!”

Different members of the group recalled episodes when referees barred them from the sector, prompting some, feeling humiliated, to give up soccer and switch to sports activities the place hijabs are allowed or tolerated, like handball or futsal.

All through final 12 months, Les Hijabeuses lobbied the French soccer federation to overturn the ban. They despatched letters, met with officers and even staged a protest on the federation’s headquarters — to no avail. The federation declined to remark for this text.

Paradoxically, it was Les Hijabeuses’ staunchest opponents who lastly put them within the highlight.

In January, a bunch of conservative senators tried to enshrine the soccer federation’s hijab ban in regulation, arguing that hijabs threatened to unfold radical Islam in sports activities golf equipment. The transfer mirrored a lingering malaise in France concerning the Muslim veil, which usually stirs controversy. In 2019, a French retailer dropped a plan to promote a hijab designed for runners after a barrage of criticism.

Energized by the senators’ efforts, Les Hijabeuses waged an intense lobbying marketing campaign towards the modification. Profiting from their robust social media presence — the group has almost 30,000 followers on Instagram — they launched a petition that gathered greater than 70,000 signatures; rallied dozens of sport celebrities to their trigger; and arranged video games earlier than the Senate constructing and with skilled athletes.

Vikash Dhorasoo, a former France midfielder who attended a sport, mentioned the ban left him dumbfounded. “I simply don’t get it,” he mentioned. “It’s the Muslims who’re focused right here.”

Stéphane Piednoir, the senator behind the modification, denied the accusation that the laws was geared toward Muslims particularly, saying its focus was all conspicuous spiritual indicators. However he acknowledged that the modification had been motivated by the sporting of the Muslim veil, which he referred to as “a propaganda car” for political Islam and a type of “visible proselytizing.” (Piednoir additionally has condemned the show of the Catholic tattoos of the P.S.G. star Neymar as “unlucky” and puzzled if the spiritual ban ought to lengthen to them.)

The modification was ultimately rejected by the federal government’s majority in parliament, though not with out frictions. The Paris police banned a protest organized by Les Hijabeuses, and the French sports activities minister, who mentioned the regulation permits hijab-wearing ladies to play, clashed with authorities colleagues opposing the pinnacle scarf.

The Hijabeuses’ struggle is probably not a well-liked one in France, the place six in 10 individuals assist banning hijabs on the street, in keeping with a latest survey by the polling agency CSA. Marine Le Pen, the far-right presidential candidate who will face President Emmanuel Macron in a runoff vote on April 24 — with a shot at a ultimate victory — has mentioned that if elected, she is going to ban the Muslim veil in public areas.

However, on the soccer discipline, everybody appears to agree that hijabs needs to be allowed.

“No person minds in the event that they play with it,” mentioned Rana Kenar, 17, a Sarcelles participant who had come to observe her staff face Diakité’s membership on a bitterly chilly February night.

Kenar was sitting within the bleachers with about 20 fellow gamers. All mentioned they noticed the ban as a type of discrimination, noting that, on the beginner degree, the ban was loosely enforced.

Even the referee of the sport in Sarcelles, who had let Diakité play, appeared at odds with the ban. “I seemed the opposite away,” he mentioned, declining to offer his title for concern of repercussions.

Pierre Samsonoff, the previous deputy head of the soccer federation’s beginner department, mentioned the problem would inevitably come up once more within the coming years, with the event of girls’s soccer and the internet hosting of the 2024 Olympics in Paris, which is able to function veiled athletes from Muslim nations.

Samsonoff, who initially defended banning the hijab, mentioned he had since softened his stance, acknowledging the coverage may find yourself ostracizing Muslim gamers. “The difficulty is whether or not we’re not creating worse penalties by deciding to ban it on the fields than by deciding to permit it,” he mentioned.

Piednoir, the senator, mentioned the gamers had been ostracizing themselves. However he acknowledged by no means having spoken with any hijab-wearing athletes to listen to their motivations, evaluating the state of affairs to “firefighters” being requested to go “hearken to pyromaniacs.”

Dembele, who manages the Hijabeuses’ social media accounts, mentioned she was typically struck by the violence of on-line feedback and the fierce political opposition.

“We maintain on,” she mentioned. “It’s not only for us, it’s additionally for the younger ladies who tomorrow will be capable to dream of enjoying for France, for P.S.G.”

Monique Jaques contributed reporting.